One day in
Your courts is better than a thousand in my own room. Psalm 84:9
Merton wrote
this shortly after his transformative experience at the corner of Fourth and
Walnut in Louisville (now Muhammad Ali Boulevard). At this intersection, Merton
says, “I was suddenly overwhelmed with the realization that I loved all these
people, that they were mine and I theirs, that we could not be alien to one
another even though we were total strangers. It was like waking from a dream of
separateness. . . .” This is an experience of universal love, which I would
define as recognizing one’s self in the other.
A bit
further on, Merton writes, “Then it was as if I suddenly saw the secret beauty
of their hearts, the depths of their hearts where neither sin nor desire nor
self-knowledge can reach, the core of their reality, the person that each one
is in God’s eyes.” –Richard Rohr
And I get it.
This is my “corner of Fourth
and Walnut in Louisville.” Except mine is a
corner coffee shop in Istanbul. And for a moment I saw with the eyes of my
heavenly Father.
Are not
two sparrows sold for a penny? And not one of them will fall
to the ground apart from your Father. But even the hairs of your head are
all numbered. Fear not, therefore; you are of more value than many
sparrows. -Jesus
And I have had a few more such
moments. In Washington Dulles airport, when I flew in for the National Spelling
Bee. And the midnight avenues in
Barcelona. And an early morning stroll through a small village in Guatemala,
nestled under the volcanoes.
And I just this moment got a
Facebook bing from Nicole, waiting in the Istanbul airport, between Nairobi and
picking up her bicycle in Rome. Even the
airport, I totally love.
And once one has stepped into
His courts, even for a moment, My own room, my Self and me and mine, is
revealed as small and shabby and false.
One day.
May this day I dwell in Your
courts.
As I bury myself into
curriculum maps and two weeks of lesson plans and how am I going to charge all
of those Macbooks and log into Schoolmaster, may I remember each one of those
Image bearers who walked through my doors Tuesday afternoon to meet the new
teacher.
Red and
yellow, black and white. They are precious in His sight.
And today I am going to write
on that cool black chalkboard paper that Joe got me: The voyage of discovery is
not in seeking new landscapes, but in having new eyes. –Marcel Proust
And may I push back the shabby
walls stapled with Character Counts and quotes from Einstein and and Learning
Objectives and I still don’t have a white board, and lift up my eyes, to meet
His gaze.
And look upon the secret beauty
of their hearts.
ah, a teaching by Alison this morning at Southside, reminding me of this very moment.
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