Showing posts with label Leo Tolstoy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Leo Tolstoy. Show all posts

Friday, December 7, 2018

Advent word for the day: Sprout


Trust in the Lord and do good;
dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture.
Take delight in the Lord,
and He will give you the desires of your heart. Psalm 37:3-4

We are called to faithfully sow seeds that will take root and sprout in the promised days that are surely coming. So be curious and watch for those sprouts of hope and be alert to the wonders that abound today. May your marvelment inspire you to keep on sowing. -K. C. Robertson

Last night, like every Thursday night, is Mimi night with the girls.

And there are lots of little routines that have developed over the years, If we are having a sleepover at Mimi’s, the first thing that happens is that we light the fire and the two green candles, and Simone marches over to the bookcase and gets her special books, a tiny boxed collection of Maurice Sendek’s: One Was Johnny, Chicken Soup with Rice, Alligators all Around and of course, I don’t care Pierre. This little set is tucked under one arm and the snuggly bear under the other the whole night long.

We make pasta, putting a little bit of milk in it, just like the Italians do. And we eat berries. The most important thing about dinner is the tea served in the small Iraqi engraved glass teacups with saucers, and the tinkling sound that the spoon makes when we stir in the tiniest bit of honey.

Then we play a BINGO game that involves E. reading the sight words on the cards and then matching them to our cards and shouting BINGO as soon as we get three in a row. After the cards are all neatly stacked back into the box, each girl gets to pick out three books. Well, Simone has her four and we pile them onto the bed before we brush our teeth, use the toilet or get our diaper changed. Sometimes there is time for a bath in the clawed-foot tub, but sometimes not. Sometimes Maria the housemate is there, and she is always fun, but sometimes not.






Now at Mimi’s, E insists that the very last book is always Tolstoy’s Papa Panov’s Christmas about when a lonely Russian shoemaker drinks his soup and coffee and waits for Jesus to visit as He promised, but the only ones who comes through his door is the poor street sweeper and an unmarried mother with her infant, and still he waited. Did he miss Him as he served them soup and gave away a small pair of perfect shoes?

When we are at Momma’s and Daddy’s the routine is pretty much the same, except the books are always a fresh lot from the weekly trip to the library.

Last night we read a book about Mrs. Maple, a woman so small that she rode a bluebird on her journeys. Her life was all about seeds. She traveled the world gathering lonely, abandoned seeds and carried them back to her very cool treehouse. She stored them all winter long in her tiny cozy home, waiting for the darkness to pass. And just as the light of spring dawned, she sent her seeds floating in the air, sailing down the streams and digging deep into the damp forest soil. Then her job was over.

Her job was the seeking and noticing and gathering and nourishing.

The sprouting wasn’t her job.

That belongs to Him.

May I be alert to the wonders that abound today.




Tuesday, July 8, 2014

And He opened His mouth and taught them

Aborrezco a los hipócritas, empero amo tu ley. Salmo 119,113

I hate those who have a divided heart, but Your law do I love. Psalm 119:113

Jesus taught us, saying: ‘It is not anyone who says to me, “Lord, Lord,” who will enter the kingdom of heaven, but the person who does the will of my Father in heaven. John 7:21

And Jesus describes a divided heart: one who practices his righteousness before other men, when giving alms, when praying and when fasting. A divided heart stores up treasures on earth. A divided heart is anxious.

And all of the Law and the Prophets are summarized by Whatever you wish that others would do to you, do also to them. This is the will of the Father in heaven, who knows how to give good gifts.

And this is the narrow gate, a singular eye, and this is the good fruit that we bear.

And John Stott introduces his book on the Sermon on the Mount as being the best known of Jesus’ teaching, but arguably the least understood, and certainly the least obeyed. “It is the nearest thing to being a manifesto that he ever uttered, for it is his own description of what he wanted his followers to be and to do.”  And even though this is an old book, written to the previous generation, Stott’s call for a Christian Counter-Culture remains true today, for insofar as the Church is conformed to the world, it is contradicting its own identity.

And then Stott quotes from Leo Tolstoy’s Resurrection, when Prince Nekhlyudov first read the gospel, the Good News:
Nekhlyudov sat staring at the light of the lamp that burned low and his heart stopped beating. Recalling all the monstrous confusion of the life we lead, he pictured to himself what this life might be like if people were taught to obey these commandments, and his soul was swept by an ecstasy such as he had not felt in many a day. It was as though, after long pining and suffering, he had suddenly felt peace and liberation…And everything he read seemed familiar to him, confirming and making real what he had long known but had never fully understood nor really believed. But now he understood and believed: Seek ye first the kingdom of God, and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added unto you…That night an entirely new life began for Nekhlyudov, not so much because he had entered new conditions of life, but because everything that happened to him from that time on was endowed with an entirely new meaning for him.

And it is only through God’s grace and new life can this fruit be borne. A new birth is essential.

And I can only remember Antonio bounding out of his car on that high mountain in Spain, celebrating his birthday and his gift from God, the Father of Lights who knows how to give good gifts, a new life. And the light that filled his face with joy.


Repent. A complete change of mind. For His kingdom is at hand.