The LORD is near to those who call upon him, to
all who call upon him faithfully. He fulfills the desire of those who fear him;
he hears their cry and helps them. Psalm
145:19–20
Spiritual joy has nothing to do with anything “going right.” It has
everything to do with things going,
and going on within you. It’s an inherent, inner aliveness. Joy is almost
entirely an inside job. Joy is not first determined by the object enjoyed as
much as by the prepared eye of the enjoyer.
You don’t have to be a priest on the altar or a preacher in a pulpit,
that’s for sure. You can be a homemaker in a grocery store or a construction
worker at a work site; it doesn’t matter. It’s all inherently sacred and deeply
satisfying. As the nineteenth-century poet Elizabeth Barrett Browning put it,
“Earth’s crammed with heaven, and every common bush afire with God.”
-Richard Rohr
So dear Lord, as I head out to my
construction site, building dry ice lab conclusions and forming background research
papers with MLA Works Cited and crafting propaganda posters with fourteen-year-olds, let
me see the bushes blaze with You, see You in each one of these faces.
I am oh so weary, and those 14 Points and Treaty of Versailles compare/contrast essays await.
May I see. May Your Light fill my heart
and chase away whatever darkness might be lurking.
Nicole is taking her bike over the
Italian alps and her photos are full of light.
I love you, O LORD my strength, O LORD my stronghold, my crag, and my haven. Psalm 18:1 |
Every common bush afire with God.
Since last night was sleepover night,
Everette and I drove home this morning singing out loud with Uncle Cameron, “My
heart is yours, my heart is yours, my heart is yours in the morning.”
And there are lots of common bushes
wandering around downtown in the early morning hours, mostly with large black
plastic bags holding all of their earthly possessions. But some of the have two
smaller bags, like with a big red Target on them. And most of them are pretty
skinny and reframe my whole understanding of “so weary” with shame.
And there is a lot of road construction
going on downtown too, as they put in yet another high rise hotel and yet many
more hipster condos, and a still-blinking but smashed roadside sign lay in the
middle of the intersection. And a guy with not only tattoos crawling all the
way up his neck but landing in the middle of his forehead ran out into the
ongoing traffic and dragged it out of the way.
A bush afire. Crammed with heaven.
I always try and see grown-ups,
especially the more tattered ones, as
middle school students because that is an immediate entrance into tenderness
for me. I really get how hard it is, and we are all trying to just make it
through another day.
May I see.
That I might go forth and shine,
overflowing with Your joy.
Every common bush afire with God.
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